Mickey Guyton Nearly Quit Before the ACM Awards Came Calling
"Absolutely, multiple times," Guyton told Taste of Country prior to the 2020 ACMs in Nashville. Professionally, she was misfiring with radio singles, which lessened demand for her as a live performer. Her debut "Better Than You Left Me" peaked inside the Top 40 in 2015, but since then she's met little but frustration. Two unlikely songs and one difficult personal decision changed her course.
"I was just — you know, it's so hard," the 2021 ACM Awards nominee said. "It's such a personal industry. Like even though it's impersonal your music is so personal to you, you know. And having to do this and just hope that people like you is hard. Like you feel like it's the first day of school and you don't know anybody and you just want people to like you. And it's, it can be hard on your mental morale, to be honest."
The plan was to do anything but music until 2020 began. The Grammy performer admits both "Black Like Me" and "What Are You Gonna Tell Her?" are polarizing songs, and goes as far as to say she didn't even expect anyone to hear them, let alone be asked to sing either at an awards show.
"They were kind of like therapy songs for me, and what I was inspired by," Guyton says. "I didn't write these songs with any intention other than getting something off my chest and not being able to not feel like I couldn't speak about it ... and then people started responding to it so well."
In September, she performed the lyrics brilliantly with an admittedly nervous Keith Urban supporting her on piano. A Grammy nomination followed, then an ask to perform at the Grammys on CBS. In late February, she was announced as a nominee in the New Female Artist of the Year category at the ACM Awards. Then the biggie ... a call from Urban to be his co-host at the April 18 show.
What really changed?
"I had to put (her frustrations) to the side and go to therapy and learn to accept myself, quit drinking, that helped a lot. Clear my mind and now here I am."
There she is, on stage in Nashville as the first Black woman to host the ACM Awards. It's worth noting that she also had a baby between last September and now. Her son Grayson is her and husband Grant's first child. She's soaking it all up.
"I've never been on this side of blessings before," Guyton says. "Like I don't like to get preachy with people, but like when God has a plan he really has a plan, and you literally — when you don't think he's listening, he is, when you don't think he has a plan, he does, and then whenever his plan unfolds it's so overwhelming to see it, and I'm so grateful I didn't quit."
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